I had the weirdest dream last night. I am not exactly sure how to classify this dream. I thought it's a nightmare cos I woke up with my heart palpitating, palms sweating, but then I felt strangely relieved with a sense of justice served.
I dreamt that someone whom I dislike very much asked me why I am so hostile towards him/her. The person said I was acting like I was his/her mortal enemy. That person said he/she felt hurt and want to know the reason why.
I felt much anger raised in me in my dream. Without hesitation, I lashed out at him/her. I said he/she is a well-deserving wretch who got on the wrong side of me. The actions he/she has done should condemn him/her into pits of hell and I wouldn't even want to wish that on my enemy.
I asked him/her again about the wrong things he/she has done and he/she still denies it. He/she started sobbing and said it is unfair I am treating him/her this way.
By then, in my dreams, I was soaking in the adrenaline of getting my feelings off my chest and I decided on being very honest in my dreams. I cursed him/her by saying that may he/she never find peace in her life and I will never speak to that person again.
I hope that in this way, I myself will find the peace I am seeking to forgive that person for what he/she has done. I told Ernest the anger I was feeling is ridiculous! He/she did not actually offend me at all but his/her actions were deliberate and predatory. That sort of behaviour belongs to the animal world, not here among us to make fellow humans' life miserable.
By making my opinions out loud in my dreams, I hope all the dissatisfaction I felt towards that person had gone with the passing of my dream. It is very frustrating to be angry at a person silently for long.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
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