Clueless Diva

2nd day of spring

I think I am going crazy. Emotions are flying all over the place. Nope, I am not pregnant.

I decided to do something different today and had my hair all bundled up for that professional chic look. I thought I looked pretty sleek today with all my hair swept up and highlighting my chin. Until a colleague mentioned in passing that perhaps I should not even pin my fringe (probably I have highlighted my full-moon of a face), that I ran into the ladies in embarrassment and quickly let my hair down.

I could not control my cow licks, so had to cram my hair back behind my ears, but when my hair is down and I tried to soothe my poor overworked fringe to the sides; until then I felt safe, fashionably safe.

I looked at myself again 2 hours later in the lift. In the ugly white-wash florescent light, my face looked very full with my hair tucked behind my ears and I noticed I looked decidedly tranny (cue in silent scream).

I noted my double chins, bulky shoulders and small beady eyes and prayed to God why is the lift this slow today.

Can this week be a little more happier for me?

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Was watching Red Cliff with Ernest one night and I swooned over Takashi Kaneshiro acting as Zhuge Liang. I must have been leering at him with my mouth open and saliva dripping cos Ernest felt really insulted and threatened to run away from home. He is so cute.

Ernest, I mean.